Sabtu, 28 Agustus 2010
Jumat, 27 Agustus 2010
just to make me move on :)
Saat pembagian piala tiba. Mark maju ke depan dengan bangga. Sebelum piala itu diserahkan, ketua panitia bertanya.“Hai jagoan, kamu pasti tadi berdoa kepada Tuhan agar kamu menang,bukan?” Mark terdiam. “Bukan, Pak, bukan itu yang aku panjatkan,” kata Mark. Ia lalu melanjutkan, “Sepertinya, tak adil untuk meminta pada Tuhan untuk menolongku mengalahkan orang lain, aku, hanya bermohon pada Tuhan, supaya aku tak menangis, jika aku kalah.”
I am sure, that all of you have already heard about that quotation. Yes, sweetest words :) ..
That quotation make me remember about something
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I wanna share my feeling now, that i am so disappointed at all, for all of the tasks that i have done.
for once at this regular semester i got a bad point for THIS subject, how poor I am. I don't know about the method to give the point, but i just sigh. Hmm.
But, I know that i gotta strong at all, Allah just want me to little armed with patience. Allah want me to know that no body is perfect. Occasionally, i forget about all of the enjoyment that Allah has given me. Forget about how lucky I am than others.
When i was sad, my friend called me and told me about her point that was so bad. Again, Allah showed me something that make me so embarrassed because that. I know that there are a lot of people that get a bad point for specific subject when i get higher for it, but perhaps i forget Allah at that time and it make me a little bit arrogant. Poor me and so sorry God :(
Why should I do now?
I have to move on and leave of all the story behind :)
I am already moving fast to reach the world :))
Senin, 23 Agustus 2010
About me and You :D
Hmm, I think why I love for using facebook? Perhaps, for voicing my voice, yes .. something like that. I want to you hear my voice and you can comment it at that time. I wanna share my words somehow :D
Anyway, I find a new competition about writing, not one but two .. so interesting. I wanna follow both of them, but if I have a chance to do it. Allah hear me , amiinn.
And there are two stories that interest me so much. Yes, I dreamt few days ago. You know, but it is very special .. yeah, special because I dreamt you Rasululullah SAW. Perhaps, I over miss you so much, so I dreamt you twice. The first dream I got when I was in Senior High School. I remembered when You taught me about Al-Qur’an. Wow, so nice… I remembered you wore such a green robe … wow it’s very BEAUTIFUL ROBE that I’ve ever seen. Really. And the second dreamt, I dreamt the grave of Rasul, and I don’t know why I also saw snake there. A big snake, really big and beautiful. That is a beautiful snake that I’ve ever seen (perhaps). Actually, I hate snake, because I don’t know I really afraid. Hmm, Rasul I really miss you. I wanna see your grave, I wanna see Nabawi Mosque to remember you. I always thank to Allah because I get a chance to see you although in my dream without see your face, Because in my dream you only show your shoulder until your foot except head.
And you know, my belief really grows up fast because of that and also about my belief for Khilafah and Nasrullah. Love you coz Allah ^^
Sabtu, 21 Agustus 2010
sedikit cerita
Assalamu'alaykum....
Wah, rasanya sudah kaku jari jemari ini karena sudah lama tidak membuat sebuah catatan jurnal yang baru. Alhamdulillah, Allah senantiasa memberikan kemudahan dalam setiap langkah-langkah ini. Hingga tibalah perjumpaan kita pada bulan Ramadhan ini :)
Banyak kisah yang mengandung ibrah yang telah saya dapatkan kurang lebih satu bulan ini :)
pertama. IP/IPK.. alhamdulillah ya Rabb, ternyata IPK saya lebih dari target .. IPK saya 3,79 dan tentunya saya akan berusaha lebih baik agar mencapai IP dan IPK sempurna. Amiinn.
Namun, dilain sisi saya cukup bangga dengan ini :). Mungkin orang-orang menyangka saya rajin belajar atau sebagainya, namun bagi saya Allahlah ternyata yang memudahkan saya..Allah selalu memperlancar segala sesuatunya, dan saya sangat bersyukur :). Dengan aktivitas saya yang terkadang hingga jam 8 malam setiap harinya tentunya menyulitkan saya untuk belajar. Namun, disini saya berusaha mengatur manajemen waktu saya.
Kedua, Kepanitiaan. Wah, Banyak sekali kepanitiaan yang saya ikuti. Rapat setiap hari pun harus dijalankan. Subhanallah, letihnya tubuh ini, namun semangat selalu mengalir untuk menabung pundi-pundi pahala. Kepanitiaan yang saya ikuti adalah Prabu Padjadjaran, TAM Great, forum angkatan 2009, School of Leader, BEM KEMA Unpad. Dan lain lain, dan lain lain. Akhirnya acara prabu dan student day awal telah berakhir, dan sekarang berisap untuk PAM GREAT dan School of Leader.
Ketiga, Ramadhan .. Ya Rabb, nampaknya kesibukan-kesibukan ini sedikit menghalangi kekhusyukan ibadah ini. Hamba tidak ingin menciptkan kerenggangan antara Engkau dan Hamba. Hamba ingin semoga dipermudah serta diperlancar dalam menghadapi ramadhan ini. Ya Rabb, jangan jadikan ini ramadhan terakhir hamba :)
Wah, sudah dulu ya .. nanti disambung dilain postingan :)